| went body boarding again.. fun.. gave my gift to heh.. her.. and she gave me a letter in return.. though.. i wish.. agh.. nothing is going to happen.. even though i wish something did.. well.. yeah.. life sucks for me..  .. hmm cant have everything in life.. well i cant have nothing in life.. see ya..
danijake..
Eternally Sad…
Been feeling pain from the start of my life,
It hurts so much it felt like a got stabbed by a knife…
Companionship is out of my reach,
so I sit secluded, watching the sunset at the beach…
My loneliness has taken me whole,
and now is corrupting my world, my soul…
Death isn’t the way out of this mess,
so I stand waiting for that someone, my love, in distress…
No one found me, I guess no one cares;
no one will ever love me again; so I shed more tears…
Crying, dying, trying to live on,
but the feeling of losing the ones I loved, makes my heart feel empty, feel gone…
I am eternally sad,
for all the love, I use to have…
I wish I had a girl by my side,
who I can be my guide, always there and never hides, never lies, and to love me worldwide…
All day I reminisce,
About how it use to feel to be kissed…
I remember the times I use to be in love,
and always get one thing that meant a lot to me, those hugs…
Sadly, my heart is yearning,
with my inner fire of love deep within that’s burning…
Will anyone break me free from this horrendous trance?
And be the one who’d give me, my heart, my life a second chance?
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